Friday, January 30, 2015

#Second Chance

                 You will be my every chance - first, second and the millionth :)

As I see you from far-away, walking towards me, it feels as though the sun rose again at this time and splashed tons of brightness on my soul, when you smiled. 

Your name could show me shades of sunflowers and my eyes could shine every time you call me. 
Reflections of the lemon-tainted epilogues till late nights and dreams of watching sunrises together, still flows in me!

Every time, when I wait for you and see you walking towards me - my mind travels behind in time to think about those heart-ruins that ever happened to me! 

The wait, the wait to find a perfect match, the wait to find someone so special, the wait for the man whom I could shower all my love, which I kept bundled up in myself - for the man who could just share with me - his life and give me a share of his heart.

Those were the years when looking for a perfect match seemed a disaster and the times when she felt that God forgot to make someone for her.
Those years when each day seemed a struggle and each online matrimony request made you think - Is he the one ? 

Deep down, the heart knew - these are certainly not the people I am going to get married too. 

5 years of searching and 5 years of looking every nook and corner, she found him. 

It din't take long to know that this is the guy whom she will love so much! This is the guy who will patch the little slivers of her heart. The guy who build courage in her that love exists and that we can love with equal measures. That we can always love without reasons, and love will remain pure, divine and blissful.

They asked me what would I do if I had some second chances - and the little tinglings of my heart told me - I really wanted you to walk in my life a little early than you did. I wanted those goose-bumps to appear a little earlier than when they came, I wanted to hear those violins a little earlier than they rung. 

I really wanted to try looking up for you in my early years of "match-finding" so that I could have spent more dramatic,crazy moments more often with you! So that I could fall in love with you more often! So that I could unplug myself unto you!

My life could be a mixture of different colors with you - a palette of colorful colors, cause I don't like black and nor white and grey the least. 

My life would have strokes of rainbows and each would design itself as a memory.

I wish for a second chance to change the blank canvas of my life. I wish for strokes of love ready to be thrown on this very white canvas and build a master-piece with you!

I wish life could give me a second chance to : Dance with you on every tune!

I want to spend my past years dancing with you, holding your hand and making a nice swirl, bringing in a twist in the belly, turning on the fire within us and crashing into each other like those sea-waves! 
I wish to rip the currents of passion between us and then coast on your smile, stay still and hear those whispers. 

I wish life could give me a second chance to : take study classes together!
I want to walk with you towards university classes and sit next to you, listen to what the professor says - ignore and look at you, look at the way you would try concentrating on classes, I wish to give test exams with you and sit and study until midnight! 

I wish life could always give me a chance to write! Tune up my gray cells in such a way that I could pen down my language of heart in the form of words for you! Yes, I haven't been writing a lot but I do want to put out in black n white or in colors - those little thumps of my heart that wait to be out on print!
Every second chance that life gives - I want to spend it with you!  Unlike all, I do not have a bucket list of things I did want to do - but I have a list that has a common thing and it is "You" 

I want to travel, I want jump, I want to dance, I want to sing, I want to walk, I want to run, I may want to fly - but I want to do only if it's you.

I want to be with you every minute as life never has a #secondchance and if it does I want you and also cause you made me wait a little bit longer for love :)

This post is a part of the #SecondChance activity at BlogAdda in association with MaxLife Insurance”.

Friday, January 23, 2015


13th Birthday. She was excited. 
She was going to be in her "teens". Use those slang words more often, start to say "kewwwwllll" and not to forget meet "Dudes". She could envisage a whole new teenage life of bliss, independence, fun and parties.

She had waited since long to reach her "teens" - that's what everyone used to say - "Wait till you are a teenager" and it was less than 24 hours when she would be reaching there. 

She could not concentrate on the class. She was excited what it would be tonight. 

Will her friends throw in some midnight party ? Would her mom allow it ? Come on, I am a teen now - I will be allowed some more freedom - mixed thoughts and mused ramblings.

In the midst of all those thoughts, she felt her cheeks twitch. She was too excited to notice and ignored it.

She looked at her crush. She thought - wow, he is cute. Will he come tonight ? 

The clock struck midnight. Her phone started ringing and she heard a knock on her bedroom door.

As she walked towards her door,she noticed herself in the mirror, and it was unbelievable to what she was seeing!!!! 

For the first time in her life, her skin was red, there were small rashes across her once-flawless cheeks - she moved a bit closer and she could see small,red pimples on her cheeks. 

Her eyes could not believe it because not once in her life did she ever see that on her face and that too on her birthday!! 

She came back to her senses to realize that somebody was on the door. With tears in her eyes and trying to hide her face, she opened the door. 

It was her mom - she could see her tears and also the small pimples on her cheeks. 

She wished her a very happy birthday and handed her a packet. 

With tears in her eyes and losing all interest in the birthday, thinking what her friends would say and more importantly, would her crush ever look at her again - she opened the packet.

She was amazed when she saw a soothing Garnier Active Neem Face Wash

Her mom smiled and said - this is what will help you through your "Teens"
Go, try it. 

She was reluctant at first but as she read  that  It contains real Neem Leaf and Tree Tea Oil extracts which could fight germs,fight pollution and remove oil,she got excited about it and tried it out. 

Next morning, as she woke up and looked at herself in the mirror - she could see there was a significant change in her face. The redness had lessened and she was sure she could rock her birthday. 

                             Did you Garnier Pure Active yet ?

This post is part of Indiblogger's contest on Garnier Pure Active Neem.

We are an "AND"


This post is a part of #UseYourAnd activity at BlogAdda in association with GilletteVenus.

                   An epitome of infinite love,care and strength
The birth-giver - To my body and to my soul and to all that is inside me. 

This is the story of my "And"  - She does not have a one-dimensional label because no amount of dimensions could envisage her power in this boundless world. 

Her power amplifies day by day - the power of giving, the power of loving and the power of caring.

                  Choices and Sacrifices. You first and me later! 

            Any point of the time - day and night - there was no OR. 

She is the lady with infinite AND's - She is my teacher AND my doctor AND my guide AND my philosopher AND my Feng-Shui expert AND my cooking class teacher and my best friend and this and that and, and, and..the list could go on - to what she is in our lives. 

Her touch could heal you in seconds and her voice could enlighten you every single time. 

The lady who taught me my first ABC and the lady whose warmth is never less,irrespective whether the sun would shine or not - her soul shined in front of us always. On cloudy,gloomy days - there she is - ready to charge us up with her own sun-shine. 

She is the lady who could take all my sufferings be it broken bones and broken hearts. 
The lady who has a solution to every single,every single thing in the world, in our life. 
The lady whom I can call and ask what do I do now - no matter what the time is!

       The lady who is our pillar and a base to US - My Mom and my best friend ever  

      The lady who instilled in us that nothing in this world is ever impossible.

The lady who taught me how to deal with the riots of heart , how to tame my angry,wild and raw self. 
The lady who taught me I could do anything in this world. 

That I could be a Project manager and a great wife at one point of time and that I could rule the world and that I could be ruled by my husband's heart. 

The lady from whom I learnt how to say yes and no. The lady who taught me that one dollar saved could add up to the one million some day. The lady who taught that it's ok to cry and that it's ok to laugh.

And the lady who is so inspiring that if anybody would have asked me today what I did want to be - I would always say - I want to be her. 
That I want her strength and her ability and that I want to love like her and have a humor like her. 

At one moment, the lady could tell you stop doing this and an another moment she is the one kick-starting the fire in you.

The lady who taught me never to give up even if you did fall a thousand times.

The lady who has the ability to manage three children, who are at the three different countries and the lady who has the ability to be her husband's wife and her father's daughter at the same time. 

This journey would never end cause parts of her has what has built us and parts of us will build the next generation. 

The lady who could be magical and mystic at the same and who could pray for you day and night without forgetting a single problem of yours. 

She is the lady who could learn technology at an age nobody would want to learn anything. She is the one who could go out and take any course in the United states and she is the one who could do double shifts, chat with her three children and their other-halfs, she is the one who could cook thrice a day, go out grocery shopping,buy things for each of us and give us random advices every single day. 

The one and only inspiration that we all have, that forces us to believe that we cannot be labelled with just one title and that we are a sum of everything that the universe holds. 

She is the one who would make you think - if mom can do,I can do it too. She is the one who taught us how to be patient and how to be aggressive when needed. 

She is the one who can hold the sadness ocean within herself to protect us from the waves of sorrow and the depths of darkness.

The lady who told me that I could be beautiful and enchanting.
 That I could be charming and creative.
That I could hold into myself anything that I would want to be.

 That I am water and can take any form I wish to be in, that today I could join the ocean and not be afraid of the vastness and that tomorrow I could freeze myself and stay put in one place. 

She is the one who told me how awesome it is to be a girl and how awesome it is to become a woman, a wife and then a mother. 

She is the one who passed on to me that I can be a little girl and that I can mature when the time tells me to and that I can play and that I can work. 

She is my inspiration who tells me that I can sleep late and yet wake up early in the morning. She is the one who tells me its OK to be fat and that its OK to be thin. 

She is the one who tells me that its OK to be what I am - she is the one who tells me that I am unique and I could add anything to this world with my uniqueness. 

She is the one who tells me its OK to be selfish and that its OK to think about yourself for a while and she is the one who for one second of her life has never been selfish and who has always put us in the front line to complete our desires and our aspirations. 

She is the one who can look young and carry a glow cause she is a proud mother who knows that she has three awesome parts of her in the world who could contribute their parts in making this world a better place to live, laugh and love. 

I wish to never end this, but she is the one who also tells me to keep my Gillette everywhere so that I could have  more sexier,shinier legs and that if a woman feels good today, she could change anybody's world. 

And that there are no finite amount of things that I could do - the world is infinite and there are possibilities and that I can never be labelled ever.

And this is my story of being an infinite "And" and to ask someone "And?" when they tell me I am caring :)

"And" They tell me I am her shadow.