Volcanic Portrait.

This feeling is back - (it never went in the first place,mite be).

All this time, I was merely controlling the fact, we couldn't be together and even bought a goddamn fast-track bag so that I could "Move-on" :P

But, as I run down my fingers, on to the most prized possesion of my newly bought smart phone, I see your changed DP.

It made me go weak again in my knees, Nothing surpassing to the originality of you, just a casual you sitting there (at some mall) but your eyes as though looking so deeply into someone, (Wish, I could figure out who resides in those eyes), that half-smile letting out to a small dimple on your cheeks, brightly sending sparks of attitude and that kodak moment in itself could mesmerize me, making me want you forever. That innocence, that cuteness, that makes me just think aloud - How can I not want him ever ? Something silly made me put it out as my mobile's wallpaper.
Somewhere, where I could see you smiling.

             

              How could one canvas bring out life in me ?

I run down the memory lane, see those flashbacks of the first time we met to the last time we danced. This is something really like that volcanic feeling again,this is something really pure and this is something I wish to tell you out - I really,really wish, I could be in those eyes, I really wish, I could be a reason for those dimples.

For one last time, I really wish you could accept those three words from me.

       

        For one last time, I really want to be in this volcano forever.

Namesake.

                 Can a co-incidence occur everyday ?

Everyday as I move out of my home or my office - I get to see your name written either on an auto-rickshaw, a car, some food centre, some Hair-dresser, some beauty parlour, some optician, some gas-station,some society and what not.

There are times when the name-written autorickshaw is just so in front of me and its like I am following it up on the same route till my work-place!!!

Before some months, I thought it might be just because the way I keep thinking about you, I end up seeing your name everywhere but now,this has become a habit or might be just magic.

I see your name practically atleast one day written somewhere or the other.

Does it still tell me to wait ? Does it still tell me to hold on for you? Why does it have to revive all the memories in seconds?

Why do I end up seeing those dimples again in front of my eyes. Why now , when I chose to move on ? Why do you keep coming, when infact you never want me ?

                       Why do I keep chanting that name?